Trying to keep myself busy

This past week has been so hard trying to keep myself from thinking about whats to come. In the past I have always let it get the best of me wondering if I am pregnant or not. And with my crazy cycles there were times I would go through three or four pregnancy tests because I would never know. My doctor told me that I really had to get that under control that I couldnt spend so much time letting this consume me. But really this has been my life for over two years now. How do you not think about this. and now with us going to even greater links how do you think about anything else than this. I have been trying to keep myself so busy with activities that I dont think about it but its hard. This week is going to be a hard one.