To or Not to

I feel so lost, confused, not in control, down on my luck, etc. I just dont know what to do. We finally sat down last night and talked but its crazy neither one of us has that deep down feeling of what we are supposed to do. We have prayed so much and I have read and tried to listen to God. I am not angry at God or question His authority. Its just in other situations we have always had a peace about the decision we are supposed to make. This time we both have no idea what we are supposed to do. Its a decision neither one of us feel like we can make. This seems like an impossible decision to make. I know no one can make this decision for us or tell us their opinions, it has to be our decision and we have to rely on God for this but I am so confused. I am really at a loss. It seems so unreal that we are even having to think about this. But I am so thankful for our family and friends. I am glad that they can be there with me to cry and lend their shoulder and help me to laugh. Laughter such an amazing release for my soul.